After suffocating under the onslaught of negative emotions and burying myself in studies in an attempt to elude it, I finally feel like I have dug my way out from under the dirt. The weight of wallowing in self-pity was lightened out of the blue, and I left for home with a featherlight heart compared to how I went to school in the morning. What added on to my amusement was that a couple were acting very intimately, absolutely fawning over each other. Then when I turned my head to gauge the reaction of the stranger sitting next to me, the elderly woman looked at me as though I was responsible to stop the fifteen-year-olds from excessive public displays of affection. Lol.
Even though I feel considerably more lighthearted, I'm still plagued with worries. Such is the woe of life; whether in joy or grief, it is never fully this nor that.
2 comments:
Aw babe, I didn't know you were feeling so pressured all this time... :( Try to take things easy, okay? I don't exactly know what you're so stressed out about, but let go of whatever you can't control and don't expect too much from yourself.
It's natural you have negative emotions still, if you don't I'd be worrying if you were on drugs or drunk ^^ But don't let those emotions overwhelm you. That's what matters.
I'm here for you even if we can't meet face-to-face very often. Don't forget that. :) And don't stop fighting! ^^
Loves, dudette!
I feel a lot better now. Especially after hanging out with you. ^^ Even though we didn't have much heavy topics on Friday, it still somehow helped to know that you were still there and will continue to be there. I think that's what I mostly hold on to when I'm down. :)
And I've read your blog, and I just wanna say that forgetting you will be the last and stupidest thing I'll ever do.
Love and miss you a lot!
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